An afternoon at work with Mr Zhuang

Having some company that you really enjoy around you, especially at work, changes your day completely.

Mr Zhuang came to my office and joyfully leaped around and playfully nudge my shins every now and then. This young chihuahua cross has got endless energy until he drained himself and settled for some vibration-mode-off photography.

Nevertheless, the afternoon seems easier to work-by.

Goodnight Mr Zhuang..

Words ringing in my head

Hang in there.

That's the favourite word used by everyone when they tried to talked me out of what I had in mind. I held onto it up til now.And it works. Because I trust these people.

A journey, if I were to tell out aloud, makes eyes widen with disbelief. Expecting bombardment of questioning thoughts. Unsurprisingly, I never utter a single word about it. Not that I'm swollen with ego. there's nothing to be proud of being caught in this drama. But, I am not too keen to share about it as well. Having to go through this journey already drained more than half of me. I still need the other half for these remaining years..

Lately, it has been asphyxiating. NOthing seems to be hitting the right note. And I have been battered with fatigue and endless pressure...

I miss living my life. And now, I am saying as if I am forced to live a life that I have no liken to. Strange feeling.

But, I find no words to debate against it.

So, I need to keep holding on.

Daddy, I want to come home

I had wanted to spill it all out to my dad tonight. Want to tell him the truth. Want to have his blessings. Want him to understand how important it is to me. Want him to know what I have been through.

Determined, I called. Hoping that dad will answer and we will have a heart to heart talk. I love how dad squeal in delight whenever I surprised him by calling his office. Reminds me of how much I miss spending time with him at home. And how much our character resembles each other.

The ringing lasted forever.

At last, there were no answer.

Is this an omen?

I won't want to break my old man's heart...

After all, he is the most important man in my life.

Caught In between

I need the strength.

I need the answers.

I need a friend.

I felt lost and unfulfilled in this journey. I was very contented before.

But now...

I felt something is missing. I felt a part of me has been taken away.

Is this truly what I had wanted?

Or is this how I am awarded for stepping on the pedal?

The look

I remember that look. My fairytale reliving itself.

When I walked into the room.

The awe in your mouth..

The frozen moment..

The sparkle in your eyes... says it all.

You did it all, so effortlessly.

Such a natural.

And I will always remember the look.

A deserted campus

Easter's long holiday is finally here. Campus is literally empty for the time being. Long holidays in HK is really rare; unlike Msia. We were too slacking and unfortunately, still.

So.... What will I be doing?

Well, I have a few good books to keep me company. Plus, all the time in the world to do whatever I want. And lots of drops from the sky to keep me curled up in bed the whole day. Spacious gym and all the luxurious access to any equipments I want. No queue!!!

Hopefully.

Nevertheless, will be a nice weekend of a much needed rest...