Words ringing in my head

Hang in there.

That's the favourite word used by everyone when they tried to talked me out of what I had in mind. I held onto it up til now.And it works. Because I trust these people.

A journey, if I were to tell out aloud, makes eyes widen with disbelief. Expecting bombardment of questioning thoughts. Unsurprisingly, I never utter a single word about it. Not that I'm swollen with ego. there's nothing to be proud of being caught in this drama. But, I am not too keen to share about it as well. Having to go through this journey already drained more than half of me. I still need the other half for these remaining years..

Lately, it has been asphyxiating. NOthing seems to be hitting the right note. And I have been battered with fatigue and endless pressure...

I miss living my life. And now, I am saying as if I am forced to live a life that I have no liken to. Strange feeling.

But, I find no words to debate against it.

So, I need to keep holding on.