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Monday, 3 January 2011

Habitual blogger

I did not realize that I blog that much last year compared to all the other years of my bloggings. I thought I wrote too little in that little pathetic year. But, it was current record holder for the most posting in Sunshine@360.

Perhaps I've got a certain habit for blogging. I should start surveying my desire for writing. What makes me write? When I can't even finish writing up my work proposal even after 15months?

As I glanced back at my blog titles for 2010 and the year before, I sensed that the style of writing had differed, alot. Indeed, things had been diferent. Way too different to maintain their origins. Maybe that's how we grow as we continue learning.

Who says learning stops when we leave school?

Sunday, 2 January 2011

Your presence matters

It felt really good, to finally share my life in HK with those who matters most to me. Though I'm sitting alone in my room now and then, but the feeling is not going to be the same again. Their presence still lingers strongly wherever I go.

Carrying them close to my heart, reminds me how well I've been surviving alone in HK all these while. Now, even better with their continuous blessings and silent prayers. Keeping me stronger and embraced in unseen warmth.

Thanks to them, I know my battle has been worthwhile. The battle is already half won.

Bliss.... I finally felt lighter.

This is for all of you - FAMILY.

Saturday, 1 January 2011

Approx a year ago...

Me approx. a year ago....

...and now

I sat down for one day, thinking of what to write on this first night of 2011.

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I have gained more than what I've imagined for the past 1 year.

I have gained more strength to embrace uncertainties in life.

I have let go of what should not be held on,

and look forward to what's going to surprise me.

I have adapted to changes and variabilities,

so often that I accept change is unpredictable and yet undeniable.

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With that,

I have vowed to embed what I've learned to be lessons in life.

I have regained conscience of not letting unimportance to hurt me.

I have learned, how to be a happier person for what makes me happy,

and not to be sad for what would sadden me.

I have given myself a second chance, and I took the big step.

And, I'm glad I found a bigger heart for mine.

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Now,

I have deeper sense of realizations, of how meaningful every moment is in my life.

Trying not to waste any second of my time,

to mourn for what's not worthy of a second thought.

I am trying, to make life a better place for myself.

So that it would be better for you.

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Thank you, an eventful and challenging 2010...

I have achieved a lot in a year's time.

I am proud of who I am today for the level of determination I had polished within me.

I've grown a little more wiser than who I was before.

I just need to love myself more in this coming year.

And I need to remember, I cannot save the world.

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I believe,

I can be a better person.

And a very happy, better person.

Monday, 20 December 2010

Christmas 2010

My Christmas is going to be a unique celebration this year. I'm glad, it's with my loved ones.
I hope yours would be a good one too.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

A holiday....

Everyone in my office has left for their respective holidays. Back to their own home (I mean country)... celebrating with their loved ones...

Alex said to me, "Merry Christmas!!!" before she left the office just now. I turned and asked her, "You're leaving already??" She answered yes excitedly, and bid goodbye to her pathetic office table opposite mine. :)

I don't realize time travelled that fast.

It's 20mins past eight now... And I'm still in the office.